innocent adolescence

My minds falling threw.
So many thoughts have came and grew.
Can you see I haven't fled?
I'm still that scared innocent adolescence.
I wonder day and night.
If everything will ever be alright.
But now it doesn't even matter,
If I make it out of here dead or alive.
I never knew what alone was really about.
It came and left before I could shake it's right hand.
It left me with a whole in the heart.
Never to be refilled with love of tears.
Sadness is the only thing that refrains me.
Except that beautiful smile, I seem to never see again.