Lost

My hearts in turmoil
My emotions in ruins
What in the world am I doing?
I push to far
I'll lose it all
It doesnt make sense anymore
I want to just run away and hide
Though would you be by my side?

Let me go
Just let me be
Shush please these nightmares inside of me
I don't want to think
I barely want to feel
Nothing I feel from my mind is real

Does this make sense?
I'm sure it doesn't
This is my life
Yet sometimes I can't make sense of it
I'd rather run than fight
That's it I've lost my mind