Black Waters

All my life picked on,
tormented, almost every day.
16 years of my life has but a
few happy memories.
So much torment, I can’t take it,
It feels like 1000 years of sadness,
1000 years of anger,
1000 years of loss,
A few months of happiness,
Why me of all people,
They say the all powerful God
gave everyone a role in life,
Is mine to be the worlds sponge,
To absorb the putrid black water of the world?
Just leave me in the water, I’ll take it all in.