Waiting Until The Time Comes

I was shattered in a million pieces;
You just wish I never took it so hard.
But every night, I cry on the bed,
Thinking I should have never taken it too far.

Our hands intertwine as I draw close to the past;
My smile showing that I wanted this to last.
Yet reality just closed in on my mind.
Knowing that truly you could never be mine.

Nightmare after nightmare,
How I could only wish it was a dream!
That somehow, maybe, our love,
It could somehow be redeemed.

Somehow that left me with a shattered heart,
Trying to put itself back together from the very start..
Dreams and wishes, they could never be true.
Until, one day, I could have you.

Maybe my heart will open again;
Open to someone I call a dear friend.
Looking for the love that I have always been hiding from.
Waiting until the time, the right time comes.