Prisoner

Let me rest my head on the cold hard floor
As my mind manifests forever more
Away from here and deep into the unknown
My body merely a prisoner of my own self
Help me, anybody, before I lose myself

There's a person staring at me, eyes angry
The hand turns to a fist as it collides with the glass
The blood running down doesn't make a difference
I'm numb, cold, empty, a prisoner of my own self
Help me, anybody, before I lose myself

When you look at me what do you see?
Did I ever tell you I'm my own worst enemy?
That I dislike the contours and flaws that make up my skin
I'm nothing, useless, empty, complete disregard
My body merely a prisoner of my own self
Help me, anybody, before I lose myself

Adrenaline rushing, bone crushing, oh to be in despair
I can't breathe, I'm suffocating, quickly give me some air
Stop me before I lost control, before I rip apart my reflection
No longer able to accept this person and all his deception
He's a coward, a fake, nothing but misery
I don't want to be his friend anymore, he never deserved me
My body merely a prisoner of my own self

Help me, anybody, before I lose myself.
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An old poem I wrote that I recently found :) comments are appreciated.