Nevermore
I once waited for the sun to rise on rooftop,
Tears had cascaded down my cheeks and to the ground they would soon drop,
With mascara black and blood from wrists,
That night I painted your name in the sky.
Long ago I sat on my window with feet dangling in the wind,
The moons bright light had burned my eyes,
Life felt as it was leaving my body,
I felt as though I had become the wind and I floated away to a better day; one where you were still in my heart,
There I spun and watched the memories,
I helplessly tried to grab you as I began falling,
Then I blinked and there I was home,
I just wanted to see you so badly.
One month ago on a sunny day I sat inside,
Out the window I watched and waited for you to come by,
I sat still and barely breathing; as though I was hypnotized,
I felt a warmness on my leg; I looked down to find a teardrop laying,
I had been so numb from sadness I hadn't felt it,
I looked up again and then it was dark,
I had finally realized you were gone.
A few weeks back I stared into the mirror; Thinking of life and how everything has become,
You crossed my mind a million times but I kept the tears inside,
Then once more I looked at the floor; Spotting a growing red spot I had somehow seen before,
Pain finally hit and I looked to my arm,
I guess Im not over the memory you've become.
Recently I had nothing to do and I began to doodle,
It ended up to be a picture of you,
I closed my eyes and started to scribble over it,
The picture ended up to be one of us,
I looked to my dresser; There was the real thing covered in dust,
Its been a year and still I hear your voice and shed tears for misery you were in,
I guess its better that its over.
Two weeks had passed since my last memory,
No more dreams I had and I found my remedy,
It still hurt to see your face upon my wall,
I still feel insane for remembering you again,
But here I layhoping for the day that I will recover from the mess death has made.
Only yesterday I was laying down; About an hour before I drifted to sleep,
There I laid in pure quiet with eyes open and a body growing weak,
I heard footsteps come to the bed,
Then a shift in placement,
I turned around quickly and found your face was staring back at me,
I smile I remembered in my memories,
You looked into my eyes and found my soul;
"Angel, cry nevermore.. Sleep my love, just close your eyes, Ill be here when you wake, hold onto my memory."
You whispered gently and brushed away my tears,
You held me to sleep for the first time in a year.
Then today I awoke and realized; You weren't there to begin with,
I had imagined you,
You wouldnt want me to be sad,
You just want me to be at peace; To remember you softly,
You held me tight for the last time in your life that night,
I will never forget that,
Now I face your memory and smile,
I will cry nevermore, my angel, nevermore.
Tears had cascaded down my cheeks and to the ground they would soon drop,
With mascara black and blood from wrists,
That night I painted your name in the sky.
Long ago I sat on my window with feet dangling in the wind,
The moons bright light had burned my eyes,
Life felt as it was leaving my body,
I felt as though I had become the wind and I floated away to a better day; one where you were still in my heart,
There I spun and watched the memories,
I helplessly tried to grab you as I began falling,
Then I blinked and there I was home,
I just wanted to see you so badly.
One month ago on a sunny day I sat inside,
Out the window I watched and waited for you to come by,
I sat still and barely breathing; as though I was hypnotized,
I felt a warmness on my leg; I looked down to find a teardrop laying,
I had been so numb from sadness I hadn't felt it,
I looked up again and then it was dark,
I had finally realized you were gone.
A few weeks back I stared into the mirror; Thinking of life and how everything has become,
You crossed my mind a million times but I kept the tears inside,
Then once more I looked at the floor; Spotting a growing red spot I had somehow seen before,
Pain finally hit and I looked to my arm,
I guess Im not over the memory you've become.
Recently I had nothing to do and I began to doodle,
It ended up to be a picture of you,
I closed my eyes and started to scribble over it,
The picture ended up to be one of us,
I looked to my dresser; There was the real thing covered in dust,
Its been a year and still I hear your voice and shed tears for misery you were in,
I guess its better that its over.
Two weeks had passed since my last memory,
No more dreams I had and I found my remedy,
It still hurt to see your face upon my wall,
I still feel insane for remembering you again,
But here I layhoping for the day that I will recover from the mess death has made.
Only yesterday I was laying down; About an hour before I drifted to sleep,
There I laid in pure quiet with eyes open and a body growing weak,
I heard footsteps come to the bed,
Then a shift in placement,
I turned around quickly and found your face was staring back at me,
I smile I remembered in my memories,
You looked into my eyes and found my soul;
"Angel, cry nevermore.. Sleep my love, just close your eyes, Ill be here when you wake, hold onto my memory."
You whispered gently and brushed away my tears,
You held me to sleep for the first time in a year.
Then today I awoke and realized; You weren't there to begin with,
I had imagined you,
You wouldnt want me to be sad,
You just want me to be at peace; To remember you softly,
You held me tight for the last time in your life that night,
I will never forget that,
Now I face your memory and smile,
I will cry nevermore, my angel, nevermore.