when i think of you

sometimes i can feel summer in my throat
and it's like it's crawling out of me
fighting
______to stay down
_______________the depths of
_________________________dark
_________________________my heart
_________________________my memory
more than the heat, it's the scent
___________that perfumed lilac-lavender
_____the millions of flowers carried
____along the way
_____the way it appears anywhere you are not
_____makes me feel that maybe it's you