Broken

You picked me back up
even though you were the one who threw me down
I fall back into your arms
not caring that I might drown
again and again I've done it before
trusting you with my heart
and you rip it into fours
I can't stop this senseless beating
and the hormones suck too
Your around me and I feel my blood heating
with lust and distrust I can't forget you
its hard to not remember
that I possibly loved you too
but the love was a lie and fake
I know that now
but still I put my sanity at stake
just for one more moment, one more touch
I hate this feeling
yet asking for just one doesn't seem too much
I hate to, but I need to say goodbye
Otherwise, I'll wind up in misery
So slowly I stop to sigh
Only to be friends but just,
One more kiss, one more lie