The Green Light.

I was sitting in my comfortable chair, I was a little bored.
I was sitting there, and sitting.. just sitting, there was nothing much to do,
All that I could think of was what I could do, when I would've been together with you.

Anyhow; I was alone, in my room, no one around me, just me alone,
I couldn't communicate with you, because in my room there wasn't a phone.
So I decided to write a letter, a letter for only you, a letter of love,
Even though I can't give it to you, it will get delivered, by my dove.

So I was writing, writing about you, thousands of words came up in my mind,
They were forming sentences, senteces of love all for you to find.
Those words about how I do feel about you and me,
How much that I want to be together and want you to see.
Embrancing each other with this love embrace,
Looking up at each other with this immatured shy gaze..
And so on, thousand, millions of words, came down from my mind,
Those words were in my opinion, sweet and lovely, and oh' so kind.

Softly I move my pencil over my paper, to write down these words of the love that I feel,
Expressing my feelings for you, convincing you that my love for you is real.
Hoping that you will know, and believe me, hoping that you will understand and see,
That you are the person that I truely love, the one I want to be with 'till the end, the one and only for me.

I'm writing a whole story, a story about what I feel, about what I feel for you,
This love is a feeling, a feeling for you which I now can't undo.

Anyhow, it already was pretty late at night,
and a little sleep would be alright.
So I stood up from my chair, and I put the letter in an envelope,
Even though it was not finished yet, it will be fine, I hope.
So, I took off my clothing and put them over my chair,
I switched of the light as I saw something peculiar in my stare.
It looked like an enourmeous spider, it's shadow was bigger than my hand,
I switched the light back on as I saw a little bird; which could barely fly nor stand.
I re-opened my window, to take the bird inside and take care of it,
I took a bowl of water; as the bird flew onto the edge as it steadily would sit.

Anyhow, now that everything was all done and set,
I finally could go to my bed.
I closed my eyes and within 10 short seconds; I was asleep,

...

5 long hours has passed already and I slowly opened my eyes,
I stood up walking around; and the bird was gone, I did realise.
.. but anyhow; A new day had began again, as I was slowly waking,
I looked outside through the window, as I saw the trees were shaking.
It was caused by this fierce wind, which was blowing,
I was thinking where the bird would be going.
But also, where should I go? I could go outside and enjoy the weather or the sight,
But, I also could sit all alone inside, writing that letter; pretending to be alright.

I made my decision, as I putted my jacket on,
when I set my first step outside, something did feel wrong.
I ignored that certain feeling as I walked toward the forest,
As suddenly the wind disappeared and was replaced by a mysterious mist.

I couldn't see my two feet anymore,
The ground beneath me became a mist covered floor.
The trees, they were whispering with each other,
while I was trying to find my way through the smother.

A deep and dark silence had appeared now,
I decided to get out of this place, but I didn't know how.
Then suddely I saw the bird, the bird also couldn't find it's way,
I was trying to walk back the same way I came here while complaining to myself about this already horrible day.
I could've better stayed inside, where it was nice, warm and light,
Where I actually could find my way, and could seperate left from right.

Suddenly I saw a bright green light right in front of me,
it was shining through the mist and my two feet again I could see.
I was looking around, looking for the bird,
The little black bird, was down on the floor, it looked like it got hurt.
I was trying to move myself toward the bird, which was laying down on the floor,
but my two feet and the rest of my body couldn't move anymore.
Only my head could move, it could turn left and right,
so I turned my head left and kept my gaze on the green light.
This certain green light was growing and I heard a frighting noise,
It was someone speaking, speaking to me with this mysteriously deep voice.
It spoke to me, with deep and dark words;

" You who has seen the green light,
Will never escape from my hauntings, late at night.
In your dreams is where I will appear once again,
Will you stay alive, or will you die is what we'll see then.."

Now the mysterious light disappeared and the mist changed again into this fierce wind,
Now finally I could see and move again, while lot's of questions were going through my mind.
Was I alive or was I dead,
Was that real, or am I becomming mad.
What will happen, tonight when I am still alive,
Will I get slaughtered, with a rusty big knife.
Is it still possible for me to escape from this curse,
Or is this permanent, impossible to reverse.

So many questions, and I really got scared, not knowing what to do,
I did feel lonely as doomed, I was confused, I did not have any clue.
I might just wait, wait 'till something happens to me,
Because maybe there will not, so we shall see.
♠ ♠ ♠
~ Haikeru.