The Lost Love

As I sit here crying...

As I lay here dying...

You are fucking cheating...

You are fucking stealing...

We were so close...

But now, so far...

I swallow a giant dose...

I slit my wrists ,I leave fucking scars...

A pool of blood in my bathroom...

splats of red stain the tiles...

I prepare for my doom...

I leave the world, darkness for miles...

I reach the light...

I am welcomed with love...

They hold me tight...

just like a glove...

Now that I'm dead...

You feel my pain...

now with that said...

I start driving you insane...

Full of regret...

sitting in black crying...

They call your name "Brett"...

You start praying your passage, praying fully trying...

You walk to my coffin...

You kneel down beside me...

Place a rose as a token...

And whisper a self written poem which is his plea............

"Im sorry for the pain i caused you to have.
Forever will I live with the guilt you have given me to have.
I didnt mean for this to happen.
I didnt want you to die.
But now and forever ill always love you as I say good bye.