When I'm long Gone

What happens when I’m no longer perfect?

When I no longer make you smile

When I begin to fuck up your life

When I suck the happiness out of you

And you only deal with me out of this sick habit you’ve developed

What happens when I’m long gone?

When I walk away from everything I’ve always dreamed of

When I give up on finding a reason to fucking live

And I only get out of bed because I don’t own a gun

What happens when I let the dark side of me win?

Would you still save me then?