Maybe I'll Tell You

So here's the thing-
We used to call each other siblings
But that was before we started having feelings...
I can't help but wonder how and why this all even occured
And as for now, my vision of the future may as well stay blurred.

I long to ask if you like me,
But I don't want to ruin our friendship over this
If you still show me the signs you've been giving and let me gain my bliss
Maybe we'll turn this into something farther than the eye can see
Yes, I admit that I think you're an amazing person
And like I said earlier, I just don't want our friendship to worsen
I don't know if you can tell I like you
As you can probably tell, I obviously hope you like me too.

In the end-if you don't like me-that's okay
Just don't let the memory of me fade away
Guess that just means I've learned another lesson
I've known all along that this was just probably just plain dumb
So, how are my feelings for you supposed to lessen
When the only thing I'm feelin' is my heart, so numb?

But like I said-it's okay
Cause all along, my friends say you probably liked someone else anyway...
In my mind, I scream to them 'no!' as I beg you to stay.
Right now, my heart is breaking
So now I go back to my old way of 'faking.'
Maybe I'll tell you...maybe I won't...who knows?
So before I make an end to my poem,
I want you to know that each day, my love for you grows
And I'll still always love you more than the drunken love their jeroboam.