Rain

There is a sound outside my window.
Rain,
I believe it was called.
I like the sound this new found word makes,
It sounds like tears hitting the glass.
The word sounds like pain and sadness washing away.
The feel of it is like a soft,
Sweet,
Silkey stream slithering all over skin.
A snake to poison fears.
Devouering the negitive energy that consume.
The feel of your sorrow and hatred spiraling down arms and fingers,
And dripping off into a puddle of water
Is a relief.
I cuddle to the pillow that I keep of you.
Others say it's wierd that I have this.
But it helps me sleep,
When I have nightmares you're there to comfort me.
When there is nothing but the shadows around me,
You are there to calm my screams and sobs.
I loved you,
But now you're gone.
You left.
And it "rained" that day too.
Not in the sky,
But in my eyes.
I have heared that was not the proper use of that word.
I heard the word was "crying"
I think that is strange.
I think the word should be the same.
I mean water falls from your eyes as it does the sky doesn't it?
Anyways.
The last time I saw those blue eyes they were full of so much pain.
And all I wanted to do was hold you,
Kiss you,
And tell you to stay.
However,
You had to leave.
And the rain fled my eyes,
And stung them with sorrow.
Strangely,
It felt good.
Just like the rain on this Monday night.
I love the rain.
It reminds me so much of those nights that we shared so much passion.
The soft feel of your lips,
The strength of you pulling me to you.
Sheltering me from the harm of the world.
Whispering in my ear that you are here
And I am safe.
It reminds me of the soft caress of your fingers touching the naked parts of my back
That are left uncovered from my T-shirt.
It reminds me of a time were we need not to worry.
Because we were young and there was nothing the world could do to stop us.
I love the rain.
It brings me satisfaction.
It brings me memories of those warm rainy summer days that we would walk and stand in the grass for hours just kissing and holding each other.
I love the rain,
Because the rain brings me closer to you...
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