He Doesn't Want Me

Just give it up.
There's nothing you could do.
She has him,
And many others, too,
Smitten with her,
As you can plainly see.
And all I can think is,
"He doesn't want me."

He laughs at the jokes
That the others make.
But when I kid around,
His head does shake
As he turns around
To talk to her,
I might as well
Be here no more.

No matter how long,
My heart still yearns.
And everything she says
Makes my heart burn.
Not with hatred,
But desire.
Because all I want
Is to just be her.

Funny, smart,
Good looking too.
I say it means nothing,
But that's not true.
He's the total package,
And I want him soon.
Though she has two,
Boys who follow her every move.

Life isn't fair,
And I realize that now.
But that doesn't diminish my hope.