Best friend

You were my best friend
And you betrayed me
Not once
Not twice
But three times
And expected everything to go back to normal
You don't care about me
You never did
You only care about yourself
You say you're jealous of what I have with him
You say you want what I have
You keep telling me you don't want to talk to him
But I know you're lying
I know you want to text him
I know you still have his number somewhere
It's funny how you think you can take him from me
Like he'll leave me for you
After he knows what you've done to your other boyfriends
After he knows what you've done to me
He doesn't want to talk to you
He doesn't want to be in the same vicinity as you
It's funny how you think he does

Three more months
Less then three months
And I'll never see or talk to you again
I'll have moved on
And moved away
You're not going to come see me
I don't want you to
I tried to kill myself
Because of what you've done to me
I started cutting myself again
Because of what you've done to me

To say I hate you
Is an understatement
I don't know why you keep trying
To take
One of the only things
That's keeping me alive right now
I've been with him
For almost a year now
The happiest year
Of my life
And you tried to take that from me

Does it make you feel good
To hurt me like this
Do you feel better about yourself
When you hurt me like this
You didn't mean for it to happen
When he says it
I believe him
When you say it
I laugh
If you didn't mean for it to happen
You wouldn't have done it more than once
To do it once is an accident
To do it again is on purpose

I will never forgive you
For all that you have done to me
You wont know where I'm moving to
Good luck trying to figure it out
Because it's not going to happen

I mean it when I say
That when I graduate
I never want to see
Or talk to you again