I'm Just Your Fool

What the fuck do you take me for?
Some kind of jester, a joke, a fool?
I can see right through you, sugar
So why do I let you act so cruel?

You've pushed me around for so long,
I've forgotten what its like to just sit
How can you keep on bruising me
When there's no fresh skin to hit?

Why cant I stand up to you?
Why cant I sit up fucking tall?
You loom over my body so effortlessly
Its never hard for me to fall.

No one ever bursts in the room
To find me crawling on the floor
Where you shove all of yourself at me
Why cant someone open the door?

I really am just a laugh though
I'm a mockery of any kind of pride,
I'm not beautiful or very bright
I'm just along for the ride.

Because I am alone in this
Battling love and hate together,
I won't ever flee the danger line
I can only stay in this tortured forever.