Lilac

It is time to step out of this rain
And find an end to my pain
To free myself from nature’s rotting womb
Before it becomes my eternal tomb

Time has come to take me away
And I see time has not come on this day
So I cannot fall into an eternal sleep
As my mind falls into the everlasting deep

So as I looked up, I saw that praised lilac
It was drenched in the resolve that I lack
As I lifted my fingers to regain such an emotion
The lilac fell and set the inner-workings into motion

The purple hues fell upon my chest
As the lilac finally found its eternal rest
Soon another was born to take its place
But it too fell upon the very same space

Until they covered my brazen arms
Where they brought the death of nature’s harm
As now I see petals replace the water above
The cycles above me break the caress of nature’s love

Forevermore I await time’s call
Before the lilacs in this womb fall
Trapping me in the bosom of my creator
While the purple hues trickle into my core

I believed I could break free of this rain
But these thoughts are all in vain
These lilacs that hold me still
Resent me and my unwavering will

So they fall.
Upon every caveat of my being they fall.
So to an end that I have created
Their path never truly deviated

For now I can finally stand
And raise my hand
To pluck a lilac from its home
So now I am free to roam

Like a lilac I shall venture below
To heights which nature itself shall never know
Until the day comes when I too fall onto the ground
So my purple hues can sink back to where I was found.