I Can't Resist

Is it really such a sin
To love you, God I cant resist
You're like my personal addiction
And I know i won't ever quit.

Can you ever love me again?
Or will you keep up with your restrain?
And continue to let me remain
Forever and ever going insane.

The love we shared still haunts my memory
But I shouldnt dwell in what we used to be
Because even after every beg and every plea
I know you won't ever forgive me.

I still try hard to replace the feeling
That you created from one night of stealing
Anyone else just leaves me reeling
But you left me too before any healing.

I stand here with my thoughts and prayers
Of suicidal lust before I rot in despair
But I really don't think you even care
So I'm going to hell, but I'll see you there.