I Kiss Your Stone Goodbye

My throat begins to cave,
As I walk closer to your grave.
My heart begins beating fast,
All the memories coming back from our past.
I see your name carved in stone,
I knew I shoulda never came alone.
Tears begin pouring out.
I knew this would happen, no doubt.
It's been so long since i've seen your face,
I never even planned on coming to this place.
Going to your funeral I didn't dare,
I knew they would all sit there & stare.
Saying it's my fault you died,
So that day I just hid in my room & cried.
Three months later I got the guts to come,
Which I now regret some.
R.I.P 1993-2012
I know I can only blame myself.
Baby please come back,
My world has turned to black.
If I could change it all,
I would have just answered that call.
My cry turns to a scream,
Please tell me it's all a dream.
I feel so shaky & cold,
I wish you were here for me to hold.
Next to your picture I lay down some flowers,
& sit & cry for hours & hours.
After so long I get back on my feet,
Someday soon again love we'll meet.
I kiss your stone goodbye,
I guess it's all true, you did die...