Puzzle in my head

My Passion
my reason for writing
my reason for being me
is at full blast
hitting me with all it's got
making me want to write more
but i can't put the pieces together
they won't form
it's a different type of writers block
yet i come up with sentences
the words
just don't stick around for me
to form them together
as if they wish to be seperate
forever
as if they wish
someone else
would write these words
will someone please fucking tell me
why my mind is reeling
with so many words
yet they can't be put into words
please...?
is that too much to ask of you
am i allowed to ask myself that same question
that seems to haunts me?
This isn't a math equasion you can solve
it's a big puzzle
in my head
yet i'm not allowed to solve it
if i could
i'd put the puzzle together piece by fucking piece