I Miss You

I miss you,
Not dating you,
Just your company.
Your messed up questions,
Your retarded conversations,
The notes that drove me crazy.
Your not so good drawings,
Your sweet,sweet poetry,
The out-of-no-where phone calls.
I miss having someone to talk to when I'm home,
Having a meaning to love uncontrollably,
And sleeping with a smile on my face.
A reason to live,
A reason to stop self-conflicted pain,
The one thing that kept me from going insane.
Now I watch you ignore me,
And I miss talking to you,
Not going out with you.
I miss your parents and step-parents,
The completion of having a family that didn't piss me off,
The love they showed me so happily.
I miss you,
But only the company you gave me.