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Look at me, Can you even see the pain you caused?
As the tears shatter to the ground, but they were just simple words.
Can you not see when you whisper, the scars you leave?

But it does not matter, for i am but one
My soul is lost, lost in the darkness of the abyss,
For you have no pity, For you have no remorse,
I may be breathing but you know, deep down you know, You've killed me.

You made me ashamed, do you know how that feels?
To be ashamed of who you are, As if you are not worthy to live,
To want to run, to hide and most of the time, want to die.

If i pulled up my sleeves, You'd see, the damage you caused,
If only you knew, if only you cared, the moment, my heart stopped beating,
because the rope became to much, to bare, breathing became difficult...But i felt free, for the first time, I had hope.

If you could see, if only, the pain i suppressed,
As I hid the cuts on my arm, the tears from my eyes, for I felt weak,
Why couldn't you just leave me alone, for once,
But you pretended, you saw the damage you caused, was it too much or did you want more?
For me, I barely survived, But for you, your guilt will eat alive.