I Want...

I want to take my life.
To end my strife.

I want to end this pain.
To shut off my internal rain.

I want to die.
To forever lie.

I want to make another cut.
To form a bloody rut.

I want to bleed out.
To end my silent shout.

I want to stop my fake smile.
To take a break for a while.

I want to stop pretending.
To me it is never ending.

I want it all to end.
To me, I'll never mend.