Worthless

I feel Worthless
Like no one cares
Everyone would be better off without me

I wish I had the courage
But I'm scared of the pain
And yet, after a few minutes, the pain would stop

I will find the courage
But I can't help but wonder
Will they miss me?
Will the notice I'm gone?

No.
They won't care
They never did
Never will
I will be forgotten
No one cares
No one ever will

I will be an old memory
One that will be replaced by new ones
Not even a glimpse of it will be left after a day

I'm done with this cowardly life of mine.
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suicide, death, bullied, pain, tears