Lies

I tried to tell myself that-
I was the one you wanted,
I was the one you had kissed,
I was the one that gave you everything.

I tried to tell myself that-
You really loved me,
That my questions would be answered,
That we'd end up together.

I still love you,
I don't rememeber why,
Well, I do,
But I can't believe the reasons why.

You got what you wanted,
So obviously you wouldn't want to talk,
Things will back to the ways they were,
And maybe I'll no longer cry.

I just want to know why I had to lie to myself.