Looking Back

I sit back
and recall the past
Memories forgotten
All returning now

Laughter filled days
Full of color and fun
No confusion, no heartbreak
How I miss those times

But now, a film of sorrow envelopes my life
I feel no love, I feel no joy
Rejected, Useless, Wasted
How did I end up here?

A minute ago, a little too innocent
But hey, look now
Parties, drinks, boys and fights galore
Never thought I'd end up here...