Late at night

Under the moonlight I am alone, my only companions
are the stars in the skies and the moon. I walk by with
No apparent destination, only going where my feet take me.
I only have thoughts of what I could’ve done differently
And how it would have changed things, would I have been
Lonely and sad as I am now? Though I like solitude I would
Rather be with you than alone with my thoughts, ones that
Defy my will and bring more sadness. I try to bring my thoughts
Under control but I give up. I walk on unconsciously and yet
Somehow finding myself in a place well known to me, I look
Around surprised and I look back down at where you lie somewhere
Rotting in that enclosed, claustrophobic box. I look on my eyes
Becoming glassy and tears fall from my cheeks as I cry noiselessly .
I ignore everything around me and I stand there for what seems like
A millennium. Inside I am broken and lonely, a storm at seas that never
Ceases, never falters, on the outside I am calm and secretive. I try to hold on to
What strength I have left but sometimes I think I only hold on because you asked
me to. I remember your last words whispered before you left me
And I start walking away with new tears, not caring who sees
I walk away in this new day that brings only sorrow and sadness.
I hide it all with a smile, though it never reaches my eyes
No one cares enough to see what’s wrong with me as I cry out silently.