A little too late

This wonderful world full of life, where I live this one life
Along with all my friends, we laugh as we fall again and again this one night
There’s no more control in what we do, we go with what’s in sight.
We feel the fear and the hate a little too late.
One by one my friends disappear into the night.
I cry out in fear as they leave me without their light
I reach for her and she tries to reach my hand but somehow we
Cant. I see tears run down her beautiful face and realize I love this girl
I try to reach for her harder. I grab her hand and pull her into my arms
In a soft embrace, I feel her against my chest her soft body on mine. I lean into
Her and kiss her softly. She blushes and smiles shyly. Unfortunately it was a
Bad moment that I notice something is wrong; she is slowly passing though me…
I cry out in surprise and I turn around to see that she is becoming transparent.
I look down at myself and see that I can see past my hand. We try desperately
To hold each other, but we can’t I curse silently at whatever is doing this to us.
I wake up suddenly and feel soft bed sheets around me, they feel like your
Embrace. I find myself in a hospital bed, my wrists hurting from where I cut them.
I begin to understand what had happened I had lost you and everyone else.
I wonder why I didn’t die when I slit my wrists and realize I didn’t have the strength
To leave this world. I was afraid that I would miss you too much. I
Cry silently at my loss of you