Blood

Deep down inside,
There's a heart struggling to beat
A heart that can't beat

I just cut myself over and over again
But nothing comes out
Oh god does that mean I don't have blood either?

I just want to see a tiny red drop
Trickle down my pale skin
But I know that my blood stopped pumping a long time ago
Your blood can't just stop like that, can it?

I want to die I want to die I want to die
Please God just let me die
But I don't know how to die
I should have died a long time ago

My heart is nothing but a useless stone now
It's clawing at my skin,
Telling me that it wants to breathe,
To die out in the open
I don't want to die before I ever see my own blood

I can see the blood now,
Gushing out through my skin
The last thing I see is the red,
The red I wanted so much to touch

If you can't bleed, then are you really alive?