The Ending

The clock rings
And another hour passes by,
My utter being-
lets out a sigh of relief

The time is coming
It is coming so slow,
But yet so fast
For me to end it all
My life won't last.

The only thing keeping me alive
Is the sound of this music
Soothing my aching soul,
But it's effect is dulling
And it's almost time

I must apologize
To my friends and family
If I hurt you, which I doubt
I hope you can find it in your heart
To forgive my dying soul and live without

Live without me, because-
Soon I will be no more,
And if you can't, I'm sorry
For you will soon witness
My life light going out.