Best friend.

Day after day, I waited for you to come save me, as you did the first day we met. You saved me from ending my life, and gave me a reason to conutine living. Now, I just want to hold you close to my heart and never let me go. You know almost everything about me, I opened up and let you in. matter how much I love you, and how sweet I am. I'll never been good enough for you, I'll never be what you look for. I'll never be the one you want, I'll never be yours.

Only if you knew, that you're the one I want to be with, maybe.. no. It wouldn't matter if you knew, you'll never feel the same and you'll never be mine. I'd give anything to call you mine, to have your sweet embrace. To feel the touch of your soft skin touching mine. No matter how many tears I cry, it won't make a difference. I know I'm not worth it.. I wish I could let myself say goodbye, because I love you so much, it's too much to bare.

These words you'll never hear, these feelings you'll never feel. All you'll ever be is my friend. You're so distant but you feel so near. I want you to open up to me, and let me in. Your heart, I wish to win. You stole my heart, that first day. I'm depressed, and partly because of you. Everytime I dream of you, and it's so vivid. I can feel your touch, and it's ever so loving. When I wake, you're not here, you're as far as you ever were and it disapoints me.

I'd love to end my life, because I've got nothing left, except you. But you'll never love someone like me, my heart is so sorely pierced by your love. I just want the pain to end. You say I'm beautiful, you say you love me. You told me that you find me attractive, but I'm just your friend, that's all I'm ever going to be in your eyes. You're you beautiful, just imagining you here makes me cry. I love you, you mean everything to me.