They arent real friends

They call me a bitch
They call me a cow
The call me fat
They say they dont like the way i look
They say everyrthing about me thats in the book
They arent real friends
Thats what I say
But everyone once and a while
They have a nice day
But They laugh at me when I fall
They hurt me so much
I dont wanna face it all
Real friends wouldnt pick on you
Or call you these names
But I know im ugly
So they're not to blame
But what if I dont need to hear it
Dont need to feel it
I wanna forget the pain
But it keeps happening again
When I ask them why they do these things to me
They say im lucky to be in their three
Its like a clan
But I feel im not a part of it
I know they dont like me,
But they wont admit
The arent real friends...
But this is so hard to end