Calling

It's me again. I know I've called 6 times tonight, but
I just wanted to say I'm sorry, and I don't want
to cause a fright. I'm just fine, although I'm all alone.
I've got no company other than this phone. I've called
but through all this shit I couldn't find the words
to say. I've sat and thought all day, and any idea
squirms to get away.

All I can do is pray you still love me.