Beaten and Broke

Everything you say
makes me feel like I’m drowning in an ocean
where I can barely see the days of light.
I know I won’t survive and that there is no point in living a lie
but I cannot help myself as I sit here begging for more.
I’m not attached no more

I’m sorry for what I never was,
for what I’m never going to be.
You can’t pretend you don’t see me crying
yet your eyes burn with rage
the moment you see me bleed.
I know you truly never cared.
But yet you still have the guts, those fucking guts,
to make me scared.
All I’m doing is living a lie.

I can’t bear to see the day of light without you by my side
but I know the longer we stay, is another day I`ll never survive
The torture that you put me through will never make you learn,
and you`ll never know the pain you`ve caused until I put you in your place
Now it’s your turn.

The days will fade,
your body burns
and you’re broken down with lies.
Your body rots
but yet as always
I’m the one who dies.

I’m living hell
can you not see?
The tortured days that Lie ahead
are only hurting me.
You make me scream,
you make me cry
why is it you cannot see,
that all I want, I’ve ever wanted,
please let me go.
Let me be free.