Inner Demons

It is in the dark of night,
Now it is my inner demons i must fight.
My tears start to fall,
As i hear my demons call.
They call meto the bladed,
and so many times before I obeyed.
They want me to release my pain,
Turning my thoughts to fuzzy rain.
There demons were gone until you left me,
Now they rarely ever let me be.
They talk to me all the time,
Their words come as a rhyme.
I look up in the mirror,
I am flooded with instant fear.
My eyes are red from crying,
my wrists red from trying.
trying to get rid of all these fears,
Trying to end all these tears.
That is when I see,
My biggest demon is me.