One
One for you
One for me
One for the pain
The world can’t see
One for the ache
Deep in my heart
One for the secrets
That tear me apart
One for the boy
Who won’t look my way
One for the friends
That just wouldn’t stay
One for the way
I am constantly treated
One for each loss
One for being defeated
One for those people
Who don’t say what they mean
One for the people
Who say I’m unclean
One for the kids
That give me strange looks
One for every day
I hide under a book
One for my prayers
That have gone unanswered
One for harsh words
That have not been censored
One for the cowards
Too scared to understand
Why I do this
At my own hand
One for my doubt
That constantly hovers
And one for lost hope
Of being able to recover
One for me
One for the pain
The world can’t see
One for the ache
Deep in my heart
One for the secrets
That tear me apart
One for the boy
Who won’t look my way
One for the friends
That just wouldn’t stay
One for the way
I am constantly treated
One for each loss
One for being defeated
One for those people
Who don’t say what they mean
One for the people
Who say I’m unclean
One for the kids
That give me strange looks
One for every day
I hide under a book
One for my prayers
That have gone unanswered
One for harsh words
That have not been censored
One for the cowards
Too scared to understand
Why I do this
At my own hand
One for my doubt
That constantly hovers
And one for lost hope
Of being able to recover