One

One for you
One for me
One for the pain
The world can’t see

One for the ache
Deep in my heart
One for the secrets
That tear me apart

One for the boy
Who won’t look my way
One for the friends
That just wouldn’t stay

One for the way
I am constantly treated
One for each loss
One for being defeated

One for those people
Who don’t say what they mean
One for the people
Who say I’m unclean

One for the kids
That give me strange looks
One for every day
I hide under a book

One for my prayers
That have gone unanswered
One for harsh words
That have not been censored

One for the cowards
Too scared to understand
Why I do this
At my own hand

One for my doubt
That constantly hovers
And one for lost hope
Of being able to recover