Trained
My father had to choose,
He decided to leave, train-wrecked the caboose.
In the back of my life, screaming I can do it.
But in the front I’ll stand, never doing shit.
I’ll never speak my mind,
If you ever knew the things I hold inside,
All the absences, invisible, always will hide
As a baby I’ll work, as an adult I’ll cry.
If my mom knew, she’d name me insane,
But they both abandoned me, like it was a game.
They emptied my train,
And now I go through the tunnel alone, with all the pain.
You’ll never hear about me, cause the light never came.
He decided to leave, train-wrecked the caboose.
In the back of my life, screaming I can do it.
But in the front I’ll stand, never doing shit.
I’ll never speak my mind,
If you ever knew the things I hold inside,
All the absences, invisible, always will hide
As a baby I’ll work, as an adult I’ll cry.
If my mom knew, she’d name me insane,
But they both abandoned me, like it was a game.
They emptied my train,
And now I go through the tunnel alone, with all the pain.
You’ll never hear about me, cause the light never came.