Forbidden

So handsome and sexy.
Wow what a guy.
He will never be mine.
I just want to die.

His love is forbidden.
Off limits he remains.
My attraction is strong.
This desire never refrains.

Lust burns inside of me.
My feelings I cannot hide.
I want him more than ever.
Like the shore wants the tide.

Just out of my reach.
He's fading too fast.
Loneliness consumes me.
Everything is so vast.

To me he is perfect.
He's my Mr. Right.
For him to love me,
I'd put up a fight.

To him I am nothing.
I'm not even real.
Shattered to pieces.
What's left to feel?

He never even existed.
It was all just a dream.
Why is this happening?
What a cruel scheme.

The fantasy is broken.
No hope left in sight.
I don't want to live.
But death is a fright.

Still handsome and sexy.
Wow what a guy.
He will never be mine.
I still want to die.