Surprise Me and Agree

I assessed myself in front of the mirror
Darling, you're hopeless, a waste, a failure
but you're gonna get your moment somewhere
if life and love and time are fair

you'll crawl into her lap and whisper sweets
make no sense while you explain your dreams
you'll tell her it's your moment, she can't take it away
you'll lean in for a kiss, waiting for her okay

if it works you'll be helpless, waiting for love again
if it fails you'll be lifelessly praying for an end
your heart's mixed up, you're confused, you're tired
and you still don't know what makes you go for the liars
she holds you she "loves" you she's mad
no surprise
she hates you she makes you-
oh, how she knows you cry

you'll crawl into her lap and whisper sweets
make no sense when you describe your needs
you'll tell her it's a moment you've wanted forever
you'll lean back and blink slow waiting for a "Never"

kissing lips and holding hands and
taking chances, smiling and
wearing a dress now and trying to convince
she loved you once and she'll love you since

well...

"I'm pretty enough, aren't I?"
"I've made her laugh before"
"I'm smart enough, am I not?"
"I could learn to be more"

than a once before, than an awkward corner kid
than someone who's afraid to fly and afraid to live
I have a personality if it would just come out
it's trying to make it's way to me, trying to show you how

I'm not afraid to sit in your lap on the trip a few hours away
say out loud fearlessly everything I want to say
Like how I dream of this all the time, you're always on my mind
I want a moment just like this, I want a kiss, I want a kiss

I left a fear of heights behind
to see over the world by your side
I left anxiety in my bag
so I could show I miss what I had
I'm going to be pretty tomorrow
and smile and talk and laugh

I want a moment just like this, I want a kiss, I want a kiss