Coping

It's our business,
None of theirs,
But if I tell them,
It's 'cause I'm scared. 
I'm scared that you'll
Leave me behind,
So I turn to them
'Cause those friends are mine.
Sure, it hurts
To see you go,
But it's a pain
I've grown to know.
And I'm definitely
Not used to it,
Though I will be
Bit by bit.
And when you're ready to sit
And talk awhile,
I'll live for the moment
Where I make you smile.