but now your gone?

I always thought it was you.
Untill it ended and you were gone.
Then i saw a picture.
And now im confused.
Did i choose the wrong guy?
Was it your brother all along?
He talks to me more than you ever did.
He understands how i feel.
And helps me through tough times.
YOU NEVER DID!
When i said "i love you"
It was beacuse i ment it.
Its not your brother i love.
It was just a thought.
From when i saw his picture.

But this you can not know.
For no one can.
As this is my own little confusing secret.