Giving

What I’m feeling right now,
It’s called “desperation” in a way,
It’s called “wanting your love”,
It’s giving you a reason to stay.
But as I give and give,
I slowly realize I’m out of hope,
I’m now…desperately trying to seek,
Mainly how to be enough.

For you.
Yes, you.

But do not feel special,
I’m always going to be like that,
In this game of give and take,
I always lose more than my half.
Maybe I’m way to generous,
Maybe I’m stupid at that,
But who can blame the feeling heart,
Who can? Huh?

Maybe you.
And him, too.