No Voice, Only Words

It's getting hard to restraain from bad habits
You don't understand, when I get like this what happens
The blood, the pain
The scars, no gain
A smile plastered to my face
It's hard to keep it in place
I'm trying to hide it
Show it a little bit
My heart's so hidin'
You gotta be kidin'
You might be human
But you don't understand
My mind is fucked up
You need to shut-up
Can't think straight
Won't hesitate
Won't think twice
I'll take this vice
You won't miss me
You'll surely see
I'm barely there
I'll take this dare
My life is worthless
I'm a total mess
You don't really know this
Gimme one last kiss
I'm taking my life
A blade of a knife
It's my only choice
You can't hear my voice

No you can't hear my voice.