I will rise

There's hate in my eyes
Pain is my prize
Life full of lies
Knocked down to size
I'm sick of their words
Running through my mind
Like I'm in a hundred mile race
But I'm blind
My life's turn to crap
But yet I recovered
There's no time to nap
The life's lost from my head
Just because of what you said
U wish I was dead
A blade through my heart
Would bring you a new start
But I won't give you that
Not till you give me back
The time that you took
The pain in your look
Your took me for granted
Killing my planet
Your lies and your anger
Drove me to try
Little did I know?
My mind was about to die
There's nothing left no pain or tears
No love or remorse
I just walk blankly
You still try to convene me through force
But there is that time
You will c what you have done
Picking on me will seem less fun
So I'm driving to get away
Pushing Through what you say
You will see the day
You were wrong
I am no loser
Substance abuser
No thief
No Self cutting relief
I'm a man with choices
And I decide to ignore those voices
Wish you could see me now
You could be so proud
I dont know how
But you see me as a problem
I do what I shall
But you seem to be blind
To the good that I do
Blind to the fact
That it was all for you
Blind to the fact
I've done all I can do
I've spent my life counting my steps
Running and walking holding my breath
I strive and I hunger for your love
But I starve and wait but there's no hope left