I'm Tired of Repeating.

Sometimes I hate the apathy.
I sometimes lose my way.
And I’m tired of repeating.

I just stopped caring.
I never had much to say.
Sometimes I drown in apathy.

I have to reply quickly,
I hear the same scold every day
And I’m tired of repeating.

I’m tired of faking everything
Not living for today
Sometimes, I hate the apathy.

What am I supposed to be thinking?
I can’t decide.
And I’m tired of repeating.

I go through the motions, and, come what may –
I lose part of myself every day
Sometimes I’m sick of my apathy
And I’m tired of repeating.