I Try Not to Show Him

I try not to show him
Just how much I need him
I try not to show him
Just how much I care
I try not to show him
That I always wish he was there
I try not to show him
Just how sad I am when he says goodbye
I try not to show him
Just how much I love him
I try not to show him
Just how shy I feel
I try not to show him
Anything that's real
I try not to show him
The jealousy I feel
I try not to show him
Just how bad it hurts
I try not to show him
How much I want this to work
I try not to show him
I can't picture a world without him
I try not to show him
Because it might scare him away...
I try not to show him
It's easier for me to show my love in a poem
Than actually saying the words
I try not to show him
Just how breakable my heart is
I try not to show him
Just how much I hide...