Trapped in Love

It surrounds me like air
A million people speaking
But only your voice I hear
Whispering words I keep believing
Baby I love you
Filled with so much meaning
Yet I know can’t be true

How often have you said it?
So much
How often have you meant it?
Not once

You don’t hurt the one you love
You don’t do what you’ve done
And to think I knew all along
My mind was just way too gone

Your touch would make me forget
Make me believe in what we had
Though now’s not the best
One day it’s what we’ll have

My minds racing with all these thoughts
How one guy can have me so lost?

I know to you this is all fun and games
I watch you laughing at my pain
Yet I still come around when you need me
I’m still begging for you to see me
I’m still giving you these kisses
That you claim you’re missing

I’m still here waiting
I’m still hoping, I’m still praying
I still wish this could work
I still let you run me into the dirt

I’m crying at night cuz you’re not here
I’m crying because you filled me with tears
I’m hurting cuz it was all pretend
It hurts that I fall for you over and over again
With each call, with each text
With each I miss you
With every step

In your eyes I see no lies
Cuz you make me blinded
So much that I have to be reminded
That lies are all you speak
That in reality I actually do see

I see what you do
I’ve witnessed it first hand
You find ways to manipulate
In any way you can

But I’m never gonna wake up
Or be free
From this cling you have on me

And no matter what you say or what you do
I’ll always be trapped in love with you