Survive

With every day passing, every night
I realize how you were really right
We two never were, never will be
We are far too different, could never agree

We are so far away from real love
Could never bring ourselves to admit the truth
We can't be lovers, can't even be friends
It hurts to know, although it only hurts us

So why fight, why struggle?
Why can't we move on and forget
Love? there's no way that’s what it is
Maybe just stubbornness of a child

What have we gotten ourselves into?
I can't even seem to remember how it started
Blurred memories of our first meeting
Are hidden by others of our constant fighting

How far have we gone with this stupid game
How far had I gone in believing you?
I cried and cried, but always in vain
You wouldn’t know; you were crying too

There's no chance I'll ever survive
I loved you, but that's long ago gone
You loved me too, but now what?
We are holding on to nothing, not even love

People used to mock us, they laughed
They said we could never be in love
Even our friends, who should've stood by us
Said there was no chance for this to survive

I've lived through many breakups
Had my fair share of goodbyes
And even though we both know it's better
I don't think I'll survive watching you leave

I don't think I'll survive another heart-break
Especially one from you
you of all people, who I thought would be mine
who I thought would care for me and love me

It's strange to think of all the things we did together
Of all the good times we shared
when we said tomorrow will be always better
But I don't think tomorrow will ever come