Just another nobody

Just another nobody looking for attention
that's not the case
if someone just took the time to look into her eyes
they would see pain hidden within their hazel depths
the pain she has tried to cover up with books, stories, and sugar
the hyperness worked but now it's part of her
with friends she can't sit still she is annoying
she can't help it
it's just who she is now
help her
save her
she hides in her books and stories for an escape from reality
dreaming of vampires, ninjas, wizards, warriors, and magical beings
only in her dreams is she safe
the chaos of the world
overwhelms her
to the point she needs to bleed
and bleed she does
every single moment
leaving a trail of blood behind her
blood from her bleeding soul
her poor dying soul
and no one can save her
because she is trapped in her dreams
and she will never come out
she doesn't want to
reality pains her
she would much rather continue on with life in sweet ignorant bliss