Confusion

I thought it was impossible to hurt more,
My mother told me the truth in her eyes,
I was wrong, knowing her thoughts kills me,
She was honest, what I needed the most,
But it cut deep and now the tears flow,
She thinks I'm being used by him,
I'm too in love or too stupid to realise,
I don't know if the pain is from her words,
Or because deep down, I know she's right.